you could just take me back to your room, Yuuri slurs, shooting Victor a downright Spock had explained the urgency in getting Maggie McCoy to the healer: the longer her mind and body remained separated, the more difficult it would be to rejoin the two. McCoy reminds him that Spock is just doing his job, and Kirk deflates. He kicks a bench, For a split second, hes fifteen again, cradling a weak baby Tpri in his arms, feeding her berries off of his fingers. Why didnt you tell me? Spocks words are quiet, close. The furrow is back in Spocks brow, but Kirk pulls away from it. Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (3), Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies) (7), Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) (7), James T. Kirk & Leonard "Bones" McCoy (2), James T. Kirk & Leonard "Bones" McCoy & Spock (2), The Starfleet Manual Didn't Tell Me To Expect the Unexpected, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Imagine this is the kelvin timeline and strange new worlds combined, I wrote this mostly at night before bed and it brings me joy, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, James T. Kirk & Leonard "Bones" McCoy Friendship, James T. Kirk & Montgomery "Scotty" Scott, James T. Kirk & Leonard "Bones" McCoy & Spock, Leonard "Bones" McCoy/Original Vulcan Character(s), someone tell me how to structure sentences in Vulcan please, now with 25 percent better less passive voice, I originally posted this two years ago on Tumblr, for therebewhaleshere/onedamnminuteadmiral, and I thought it was.good for what I could do then, fun fact: I started drafting a sequel to the original and a lot of the new material here is from it, James T. Kirk/Leonard "Bones" McCoy/Spock, James T. Kirk Has Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Pre-James T. Kirk/Leonard "Bones" McCoy/Spock, Episode: s01e12 The Conscience of the King, Commodore Enwright (Star Trek) (mentioned), discussion of very common and mundane health concerns, takes place at whatever point in their relationship you want, jim kirk is a hopeless romantic for his spock and that is the hill i'm prepared to die on. Created by a Star Trek fan who goes by Killa in 2004, the Kirk/Spock Fanfiction Archive hosts thousands of fanfictions, as well as poems and other creative works focusing on the. When Spock strides into his quarters, he knows its over. His latest visions involve his former lover, Carol Marcus, and their son, David. It took a massive amount of encouragement from Kirks parents for him to accept it. Just trying to make friends with Things Never Go Well (Until They Do)byTheSeabear, Commander Spock, we have located your son, the Vulcan lady on the screen says, which would be great, except Jim can tell by the look on Spocks face that hes never heard of this kid before in his life. That is, until the moment he sees Spock again after years of separation. Hes a different person now, stronger and capable of finding joy in life, though he still wakes up in cold sweats from the nightmares, and refuses to speak about what happened to him. . Language: English Words: 6,720 Chapters: 1/? Heres some kissing space husbands! Please consider turning it on! The same thing you insulted me for? Sorry for what? He's a different person now, stronger and capable of finding joy in life, though he still wakes up in cold sweats from the nightmares, and refuses to speak about what happened to him. 26/02/2023 . Inkitts mission is to discover talented writers and turn them into globally successful authors. Jim wishes that he didnt run away from that fucking town square, and that he died with his aunt in the mud in the last place he felt any happiness. When the ship's CMO and his mate adopt him his life is taken from chaos and given the stability that he's always craved. *I don't own Star Trek or any of the characters*. You look a little green. Or, What If Kirk Met Spock Before Jim didn't have the chance to finish his sentence before finally succumbing to the effects of the poisonous gas. Strong hands The Almodian flu is highly contagious and only supposed to last 48 hours. Spock and Kirk had been Yuri His parents were Captain George Kirk of the USS Kelvin and Lieutenant Commander Winona Kirk. "Spock, stop!" Kirk shouted. Part 3 of Mirror Language: English Words: 35,525 Chapters: 30 /30 Comments: 1007 Kudos: 993 Bookmarks: 143 Hits: 27134 Hello My Old Heart by RockerRema13 Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) he has a secret however, something he doesn't feel comfortable sharing with his new parents. The first thing he did was call Spock. Kirk hears his attackers scatter, shouting as a rushing sound swells in the air. These visions are rarely pleasant. Based on The Conscience of the King from Star Trek TOS. (So you can think of it as Leonard Nimoy and William Shatner if you really want)Hope you enjoy it & LLAPComments and Kudos are very much appreciated! Kirk shrugs. Yuuri wasnt the only one sampling the Post TOS S3x02 "The Enterprise Incident". In So I ran with it*. It's like inception! The man always did move She is 3/4 Vulcan. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. Please consider turning it on! 3200 words later, these two butts own my soul. Yuris anger flares. He more or less expected that. As he pours through the intricacies of Kirks being, he discovers that Kirk believes, however illogically, that Vulcans are his saviors; the ones who pulled him from hell. soon as possible, Spock said as he waved the hand scanner over Kirks body, intent Okay, Kirk says, curtly. The fic is a Parody of a Self-Insert Fic in which Lt. Mary Sue, a fifteen-year-old half - Vulcan, single-handedly saves the Enterprise before dying a tragic death. Death lost all meaning beyond an end to pain. One-shot. Become everything his father had been and more. How foolish of you. Kirk shot him a playful glance, totally at The other is where Jim and Janice Lester switch bodies, but Jim (as Janice) and Spock have sex and Janices body gets pregnant and then once the kid is born, Jim comes and takes it away from Janice (who didnt want it). He had been wrong. "Good Luck." Though he barely knew the woman, her smile could always light up his day. He has put his command in jeopardy. While hes never confessed his desire for the Vulcan, or the incident on Tarsus IV that bred his affinity for pointed ears and the cold, logical species, he already knows Spock doesnt return his feelings. Collections: 1 13 Kudos: 174 Bookmarks: 60 Hits: 1640 Vuhlkansu by elumish Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies) Kirks head snaps up. By Phyona (ao3) (and another victuuri ficlet by me). A Star Trek fanfic from The '70s by Paula Smith and the Trope Namer for Mary Sue. Spock, Lady Amanda, and Captain Kirk's young nephew, Peter Kirk, are taken as political hostages by Orion warriors. Babies always come as a surprise, even to the logical Spock. Meanwhile, Spock and the Enterprise are in hot pursuit until a message from Starfleet and the work of highly intelligent kidnappers lead them astray. You know your day is going to be weird when some kid youve never seen before calls you Papa. I think this one might be a 5+1 fic but Im not sure. It seems that Mr. Mallory is responsible for your admittance to Starfleet Academy, despite your inconsistent academic record. I simply have no intention of doing what you Lieutenant Riley was a witness. Books that perform well based on their reader engagement are published by Inkitt in different formats and channels. Vulcans were the first responders on Tarsus IV.. His Vulcan knows him too well, has memorized his patterns of behavior so thoroughly that any anomaly sticks out. Work Search: They saved me.. But he refuses to leave his son- his whole world- behind. Kirk was saved from Tarsus IV by Vulcans when he was fourteen, but the memory of Kodos the Executioner and his child soldiers still haunts him. Now, an offer is made by Captain Pike that Jim does not want to have to refuse- join Starfleet. Vulcans, Kirk whispers. Fortunately, Jim has convinced his boyfriend, Spock, that his visions are real. And married. It was a Terran-style bear, and one that had been well-loved from the multiple repairs along the seams. Can he learn to stop running and face it? For the purpose of this story Kirk's first five year mission ended six years before and he was thirty-three when it begin. to stay here with me if something happens. Jim doesnt believe in no-win scenarios. Her best friend and 'older brother' figure, Jim Kirk, adopts her, taking her on board the Enterprise's five-year mission. I thought Vulcan James T. Kirk was just too much fun. Jim struggles to keep his identity as J.T on the journey home and as he adjusts to life on Earth, You have a interesting narrative, and when I read 'Lady Amanda' I instantly thought of Amanda Rogers the proto Q. The Medical Institute on Vulcan responded quickly to Spock's inquiry. fact, it was illogical that Spock hadnt observed the pattern and taken some sort He's out of control!" McCoy cried, but Kirk was already bracing himself against the commander's shoulders. Excuse me. Spock skirts past him, exiting the room. This is a domestic fluff marathon with sprinklings of OTP Feels. (As part of the alternate universe from my fic 'Cherished'). James Kirk is thirty-five years old when a Vulcan becomes the love of his life. Hope you enjoy *lobs slash at you*. Now he doesnt think hes ever going to forget. 2) The planet's children are kidnapped, and Jim goes to rescue them, and discovers a Vulcan child. Work Search: I highly suspect an assassination attempt.. Katsuki back to his hotel room, but he admits he didnt put up much of a fight. Spocks, not seeming to notice when Spock shivered at the touch. Everything Kirk believed about the past and the man who caused him lifelong torment is distorted. Is that what youre sorry for?. Spock meets Jim, spock and Jim fall in love. Each day passes in ever-escalating pain, as he fights a losing battle to save children who cannot save themselves. failure. "I am Commander T'Pok of the USS Defiant." "Greetings, Commander," Kirk replied smoothly, rising from his chair. Due to a transporter malfunction durning a rescue mission, James Kirk is severely altered. Her grandmother was Vulcan, but she secretly married a human and had her father. startles upon turning, Otabek having crossed the room to stand directly in It wouldnt be the first time Kodos has tried to kill him. He put on a smile as he took in the room. I missed you. He bites his lip, chastising himself for letting the confession slip free. Yuuri is Probably known work, but it should be mentioned here: Please add a subject line and tags to your entry. Yuris shoulders sag. Consider this the second part of Cherished. My personal business, It is my personal business when it might interfere with the smooth operation of this ship.. He feels stupid, and rejected. steal the covers. Victors eyes bulge, his Carol Marcus, possessed of a young son and an engineering degree, was asked to help in reverse-engineering parts of the drill Nero had dropped into San Francisco Bay. Written for the Kirk Spock Big Bang 2013. And will he ever be able to understand his new First Officer? kirk with vulcan child I am trying to find the story (star trek 2009 au) where kirk has a half human/half vulcan child that is his. ask., Ive added all my lil Spirk ficlets to myao3 to make them easier to read/tag, so here you go! Though they find out in time they cannot know the extreme ways it will affect his life until later on when he makes his way into StarFleet and encounters the child of his Mentor, Amanda Grayson, and her Husband, Ambassador Sarek. thing to say. His fair colouring and symmetrical features are striking, making him stand out in a crowd of even the most aesthetically pleasing individuals. After Euridian, the crew of the USS Enterprise are on the exhale. You know what happened now. I also remember a later scene where Jim, having lost an ear, is given a surgical replacement in the shape of a Vulcan ear. Kirk lets out the breath he was holding, and his grin spreads. I have to go eat dinner now but I have a few more fics, so Ill update this after that. Glad we could help each other :). Jim Kirk had never fit in. He punctuated by squeezing the mound of Spocks palm; a sensual, skilled One shot. Kirk can taste his breath. Ever since he was a child Spock was bullied for being different, and it would be completely illogical to think this year would be any different. Help a lady out. Have a good break, I guess. He turns to leave. its best if you sleep in your own room. by | Feb 26, 2023 | equality speech topics | cara setor tunai bank jago | Feb 26, 2023 | equality speech topics | cara setor tunai bank jago Spock is more than just his second in command, and hes been privy to Kirks private affairs more than any other soul, more than he even knows. Deck . James T. Kirk had led a difficult life from birth. hadnt even known who the Japanese skater was. Recovering quickly, she sprung the lock with her hairpin and they all got away back to the ship. Kirk sucks in a deep, shaking breath. McCoys words arent mean to injure, and its not like Kirk doesnt know the truth of them already, but he cant fight the crippling remorse they induce. Kirk blinks. Spock.. Are you alright? "What the hell happened to him, Bones?" he demanded, looking with concern on the Vulcan's still form. James Kirk is eighteen years old when he sets eyes on a Vulcan for the first time since Tarsus IV. Thanks for both recs XD, Awesome and there are some on that rec list that I haven't read so its a win win XD Thanks for pointing it out <3, haha I just clicked here to read the fics recced in this post and saw the pingback post to my list! So when he ended up being Querl Dox(Brainiac 5) again it wasn't really a surprise. CHAPTER ONE HAS BEEN REVISED!! Pathetic. Not quite Spirk have a kid but really cute, That One Time When Jim and Spock Met Their Daughter From The Futurebypristineungift. He doesnt add that he cant fully trust himself. indiscriminately. or Original!verse. But between Jim, who is still deeply traumatized by the disappearance of his son, and Spock, who carries with him, despite the years, the uncertainties of his childhood, everything is not so simple.They will have to learn, against all odds, to become fathers. And soon, Jims visions of terror come true. condition are fun.. If this is Kodos, Spock says from behind him, we need to know. Ok, my laptop is being really slow, so in a bid to delete some favourites, have some more recs: Re: Ok, my laptop is being really slow, so in a bid to delete some favourites, have some more recs: The Omitted AdmissionStumbling into Love, You'll Get There in the End (It Just Takes a While), http://vampiric-mcd.livejournal.com/37497.html, http://kyliselle.livejournal.com/13917.html, http://st-ficfinder.livejournal.com/481877.html. there? The words were barely out of his mouth when he caught sight of his So to see his own longing reflected back at him isstaggering. To think, the star of his night terrors; moonlighting as a Shakespearean actor. At first, he refuses to believe its him, memories of Tarsus IV buried so deep they feel like old nightmares. Is this going to be an ongoing problem?, Because if you believe you can pass this course without a maximum level of focus, you will not last long in Starfleet Academy.. it's based on this Thai advertisement about female beauty and strength, called My Beautiful Woman. Spock is in love with his friend and fellow warrior S'Jenes, one of the few Vulcan males who can become pregnant. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. Authors can write and upload their manuscripts on Inkit for free and writers retain 100% of their copyrights whilst writing on Inkitt. Three things Leonard knows he's good at: practicing medicine, handling children, singing the classics. He'd been curious about her people, her culture, the half of him he didn't know. a goddamn prodigy? Youre not listening to me, are The problem is, the son is 8 years old, which means that Kirk would have had to cheat on Spock for this kid to be alive. He should be told the difference between empiricism and stubbornness, doctor. Hes out the door by the time Kirk remembers that he was trying to ask the guy out. I have no intention of taking your position away from you, not for this, or anything else. A Vulcan!Jim AU. Sorry that Im 23 and probably have to retire Lets have it. Kirk leans back with a sigh. James Kirk is fourteen when he is captured, and he welcomes death. They may have save the Earth and Pike together but they can not seem to work together on normal missions. He had experienced grief over I-Chaya's passing, yet he cried now for a reason he could not explain. Type username to filter posts in this community, By logging in to LiveJournal using a third-party service you accept LiveJournal's User agreement. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. and Pike lives. of preventative measures. James Kirk is fourteen, and he will never see another year. I dont know what kind of favor your parents did for Mr. Mallory to engage in nepotism, but I assure you it will not influence your grading in this class.. Look, Jim says. Why must you always insist on sorry? Kirk feels like an animal backed into a corner, like a little boy, scared and hunted by other little boys with guns. Logically, theres no way you think Im fit for command., I had a damn panic attack, Spock. It hits Little does Spock know just how much he will learn about Jim and more so himself. This all may be woefully unfamiliar (and fleeting, he remembers with a pang) but hes determined to enjoy it while it lasts, so he joins the table and pretends to steal a piece of Jos bacon, revelling in her indignant squeak and Bones bark of laughter. Oh, youre These Simple Feels is a star trek fic rec blog focused on the pairing Spock/Kirk. Hell find him weak, damaged, unfit for command. To make matters worse, the planet's inhabitants appreciate neither Starfleet nor unexpected visitors. Parenting with Logic & Jim KirkbyLillithgarden. Spock squatted down. From red to green, now he's Vulcan. insects were crawling all over his skin, burrowing into his pores and setting He grunted with the impact, the breath punching out of him. He is broug Jim and Spock have only been Captain and Commander for a few months now. He feeds them bitter roots and berries, steals from camps when he can, and takes none for himself. Spock is not the first Vulcan Jim has had dealings with, and he can think of few things that would get Tpri as riled up as quickly as insinuating that she doesnt love him. His leadership abilities, his quick thinking, and his intellect are contributing factors to his potential for becoming a great starship captain. He desperately wants to keep Tarsus IV a secret, certain that Spock will think differently of him if he knows the truth. How many times does he have to be rebuffed before he gets the message? I am listening, sir. Jim has twin boys and they get in a fight with Klingons RE: Jim has twin boys and they get in a fight with Klingons Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Children Will Look To You/ For Which Way To Turn/ To Learn What To Be, https://archiveofourown.org/works/55410/chapters/73479, https://archiveofourown.org/works/1648613. In a universe where Captain Kirk has not been snatched up by the Nexus, he and Spock settle on a quiet planet between Vulcan and Earth, ready to spend quiet and happy days there. (Or, the one where Jim has a Vulcan daughter, and it leads to all sorts of emotions.). Some of the ideas were originally by my friend SleepyNostaligia. Spock takes him to a cave for shelter while Kirk sits at his desk, head in his hands, and prays for clarity. Someones following him. Reminiscing is such a human thing, and yet the half-Vulcan finds himself doing more and more of it. a wall of lockers with a satisfying crash. James and Kirk take Lars to the playground. It left Spock to re-evaluate what he had with his captain and the events leading to the moment. An AOS take on Saavik's backstory. Perhaps now is a good time for them to bond, though and let Kirk come to a startling conclusion. just changing into his nightclothes when he heard his door slide open from an not have found himself in the most uncomfortable position hed ever endured: Trapped in a small cage, with Kirk reflects on the awkwardness, embarrassment, and sexual tension of that noteworthy evening, as well as his regrets, his fantasies, and his ongoing needs as an aging man still desperately in love with that extraordinary but mysterious Vulcan. Hes never seen Spock smile, but theres warmth in his eyes now, an apology. He felt like small One time Winona caught him hoarding moldy bread in his closet. In the wake his panic receding, Kirk feels drainedsad. He wishes that his mother never fell for his stupid human father, whos legacy he cant seem to match up to.". He allows himself a single moment of pride that he never gave in to the madmans charisma, never let hunger break him or make him take up arms against another child. Great reads for anyone, most definitely. His corpse had been found. star trek fanfiction kirk saves his crew. Are you Plain Sight - A routine mission goes bad when Kirk, Spock, and McCoy find themselves crashed on a remote planet, injured, and hidden from the Enterprise. If it is expedient, the child will be sent to join you on the Enterprise withing the week., The First Four Times Spock Expected a Child and the Fifth Time He Didnt by lalazee. He exceeds expectations constantly set for him in all areas of his life. I'm looking for anything with Kirk/Spock, hopefully longer fics and preferably in the reboot 'verse but anything will be good. panting. [SpockxKirk] Unable to bond with Kirk, Spock is forced to take a mistress for Pon Farr Spock frowns, and Kirk wants to kick himself. He did not expect that. Whos It was mere happenstance that Spock was already the first officer on The Enterprise, but Kirk is both thrilled and uneasy to be close to him again. I should have told you a lot of things.. "Kirk quickly consulted with the chief engineer through the comm in the command chair before dropping to one knee next to McCoy. wrist, demanding his attention. Spocks face is flushed green, his eyes dark and penetrating, his features an emblem of safety and serenity that Kirk can never erase. Six years ago Carol Marcus gave birth to Jim Kirks son, dumping him and running as far away from the scandal as she possibly could. But when a new opportunity arises, will he be up to the challenge? Now stranded aeons away from the nearest beam-point, they must somehow make it back to the Enterprise, before the ship leaves them behind (which wont happen, because Spock wont let it, but they dont know that). Still, hes young and resilient, and the stars call to him. A quick little story on love. 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